Small Deaf World

I'm very upset and losing a good friend that I been there and supportive. As I wouldn't understand why people kept talking about my life or who I hang out with. If people can't even mind their own business and why do they have to run my name around. I ain't a soap opera and I'm a human that is just a charm guy. Wouldn't understand why those people have to do it. But, in deaf world is very small and why have to destroy the deaf community. That is coward and a big bullshit. After the decision made when I finish school. I will move back to Arizona. I'm done with deaf people and rather to be alone and move on.

Dark in Class and Light that shines.

In the class discussion, I noticed there are many things relates to the fear. As I learned in class and it started to broadly more information of different things that they are encounter with any objects. But, when the teacher start to use a bizarre shapes of color that is very fascinate with art. And I loved the art stuffs with color meaning but very curiously about the material that I probably want to buy one. It was very dark and couldn't see at all, just the light and the shapes. I was having hard time to see the interpreter. So, I just decided to focus on what the light change through the crystal balls. Nothing much can I say more.

A Object that fear You

A fear can change my life. My life has a tough experience when growing up. I been through a many memories and trying to get rid of it. Image at object that I fear is a handcuffed. It has to do something with my young stuffs and this might destroy my present future. Actually, I was a formal gang member that has no father figure being there for me. As I choose the wrong way and neglected my future. But, I finalized change who am I when I met ex-wife. It was challenge experience that I been through a bit relapse of thinking with my old memories. One day, I happened confront a foster kid that involved in gang stuff. That has something to do with myself and make the right decision. Is because I am the guardian fathering that ex-wife adopted nine children. That made me how hard I been through like the kid experience a terrible thing. So, I made the right decision to choose which side I speak for myself and conduct a father figure. I sometime have to take kid to visit their parent on a weekend. Didn’t realize one day I confront that kid’s parents who are in gang that I can’t mix my dark side. I just have to be humble and make it different for their kid. It’s hard for me to separate my role. I was glad that I did the right thing for just a few minutes of my life. Can’t image if I choose the wrong path and I probably wont be here. Then, I’m glad I moved out of California and move on a new future. I could feel more freedom. But, there’s a fear for my kids that probably involved in the wrong people, that is what I am thinking for the next 20 years from now.

First Day Class Response

For the class discussion that I learned something more interesting of perspective to see. About the real life and what's happening in this society and in many area. But will have some pros and cons in the hot debate and a possible strife. However, it's a new experience where I can see and learn it from there and for the class, will benefit my knowledge of different people's opinions. After the class made me think of one thing that I can share of my experience in deaf world but not just the one topic, including other things that deaf has been frustration and see what I can make the big impact for another students.

A Lamp Reflect

After our class discussion a certain light was reflected in my eyes and I am fighting to think of something for my next assignment. Ended up that I had recognized many of them who are having a hard time to visualize and trying to create a subject. And I recognized that I have a problem and I struggled to think when I am typing an essay. It's very hard but while I am visualizing it isnt that hard for me. It shows me something and the insight came from there. For the next objective, I can make it more interesting and stronger, with a possibility of debating or making woes.

Bizzare World That can Happen to You.

Once you have made a consideration that would actually happen in a true event. If we have more percentage of deaf people compared to hearing people, I might visualize everything being completely opposite in this world. And I would probably end up becoming the President of the United States or even a police officer who will have a different outlook on the hearing world. But, if I was a police officer, deaf people would have more access than hearing people would, just the fact that they wouldn't be able to hear. Especially with encountering a dominant feeling and feelings of superior aspects that we are in a better community than others. It would be difficult for deaf people who are always dealing with hearing people complaining, sometimes feeling like an alienation. In the bizarre situation when deaf people have the ability to visualize more than the hearing people it is because they have already been functioning with a different outlook and can visualize different activities by the rapid movement. While others are more useful with their ears and listen to the sounds. It is amazing that hearing people do visualize more critically for success.

Deaf World

Is something that you haven't recognize that the deaf world does exist right now. As I always have a partial issues that people just think there's nothing going on in this world. We do have deaf world their own culture and pride. But, people just walk and pass, as they think the deaf world is handicapped and the answer is no. However, we the deaf world just can't hear that is obviously but it doesn't mean they know nothing going on in here. In fact, we all know what's going on in this world and happening that includes society and many others.